Sunday, March 14, 2010

IT Show 2010 (Mar)

great great great buy this time round... ((((: a new desktop, new camera, new hard disk and woah!!! heeheeheehee! ;p love love!

it's super crowded and super squeezy... but still, loved it~


West Zone Camp later... hopefully, everything will proceed smoothly (;

Monday, March 8, 2010

updates...

lots of things hv happened since i last updated... cny was alright i guess.. had fun playing mini mj!! haha!

results day was bad... i nvr thought myself to be such a nerve wreck!!! i was shivering while waiting for 198 to come!! it felt like it was the bus to meet my doom... but when i went to sch, i just lost all feelings of sadness and fear... i was numb...

seeing how zihui looked so lost and wanting crying over their results makes me feel weird... not them... me... im worst of than them, yet, im the one trying to pull them tgt... am i weird? or hv i just lost my mind...

today is first day of DUA agn... i feel.... tired? sleepy? somehow i feel tt im really nowhere. i feel empty. like all the ppl i can talk to are just not there. it's not tt i blame them. but it's more like i knw they hv smthg more impt on their mind and i dont want to bug them. cos even though what is bothering me is impt to me, it is definitely not as impt to them as it is to me.