心，就像碎掉的玻璃，不论怎样拼，永远都会有裂痕，无法再是完美无瑕的了。

我真的不知道我的心里在想什么。

我真的好爱好爱他。

但是，我好没有安全感。

我们，会有未来吗？

stranded

You know you're really studying in a city campus when you're surrounded by concrete jungle and you cant find a place high enough to study.

I miss that place when it was enclosed yet i feel free and i could breathe.

I miss the open field where i can stargaze and chit chat and also study. Of cos, not doing all these at the same time...

Oh, those days...

die.

simply stopped studying tour even though im not done studying yet. seriously cannot take it. just the amount of information is overwhelming. I. CAN'T. BREATHE.

entertaining thoughts that should not be in my head. not all of them good. therefore, THEY SHOULD NOT BE IN MY HEAD. but yea, they're there :/ i dont want!!!! out out out get out!!! now!

really, im losing control of myself. saying things that shouldnt be said. more often than not, doing things that shouldnt be done. and of cos, thinking of things that shouldnt be thought of. especially at this time! EXAMS YO!! but here i am, blogging, and thinking and not concentrating...

and im being mean and cruel not only to myself, but also the people around me. not just friends and family, but to strangers even! gosh. im so twisted. i think it's stress. but then again, what stress? im not even mugging my ass off. im just. mugging. ok and that's putting it loosely ok. mugging. i think if people see how i mug, they'll scoff and say "you call this mugging?! i did this like way back then!"

:/ disappointed with myself. and i think that im on the brink of that again. what i experienced before A's. except now, i dont have burp, egoh or lizhong to pull me out. im just sinking. lower and lower and lower. again.

i wonder how im gonna get out this time.

1,2,1,2,3,4

my first try doing an image and publicising it. and this one's for you <3

1,2,3,4

1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)