体弱多病

我...生病了。又，生病了。每年至少一次。对自己实在太失望了。难道身体不能健康一点吗？？在这个关键时刻，怎么可以病倒呢？失望。

我对他的要求，自己觉得不高，但是，一次又一次的失望，我想，对他的要求也越来越低了。到最后，我会对他一点要求也没有。那，并不是一件好事。

Flashbacks..

It's been long since I've seen the two of them.

CK...
I was reminded of him cos my tourism teacher was talking about Zoukout in class. And I have the very very funny memory of him. He was so excited about Zoukout, he pronounced it as Zockout. And he was teased endlessly by us because of that. I really miss those times when he was around and we were on talking terms.

TK..
Funny, I was never close to him and I still remember this huge quarrel we had in the council room. Yet he turned out to be the (ex)-boyf of one of my closest friend. Looking at a pair of earrings that was not from him, I'm reminded by a scene at dinner where I wore that pair of earrings and he could actually remember who gave me that pair of earrings and on what occasion. I could still remember that at that point of time, I was so shocked and touched that I wanted to cry. Funny, cos I never thought he, of all people, would remember that. It seemed so trivial!!

Time flies and in a blink of an eye, 3 years, nearly 4, has gone. I really wonder how they are. I miss all of them so much. My beloved 28th. And I'm not just talking about the council, but all of them. The whole lot who stuck with us through thick and thin. I really miss them. All the morning talks, chit chats and gossip session round the table, tying water bombs, or tables to make pool. All the fun, joy and laughter. All the tears, sweat and blood. So much, experienced in two short bittersweet years.

I guess we never thought things would turn out like this. No one ever did. But I never regretted it. Not one single second. For those were beautiful memories that I get to keep. For life.

dead

Timeline:
Thu (13/10) - Finance Test
Sat (15/10) - Ice & Pints
Sun (16/10) - Biz Strat Essay due
Mon (17/10) - Macro-Econs Test
Fri (21/10) - Tour Critique Report due

just wait and see how im gonna die. after this is mid-term break and i'll need a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong break man. all the lost sleep, the lost times.. goota get it allllll back :D

that will be one week later. for now, STRIVE ON!!!!

valeo~

to be or not to be. that is a question.

the time has come yet again where we treat each other like strangers. close, yet we don't treasure each other. what will happen to us? I think we both know how this will end. but yet again, I'm asking myself "Why hold on if we know what the ending will be like?".

I can't answer that question.