stretched

just completed the marketing report. so tired. though i was pretty much stretched beyond my limits, but i'm really quite proud of my group and i. hahahaha.

hmmm seriously, i have no idea what to feel now. im happy, cos my boyf was extra sweet to me today, and yet there's this bad things floating around in school. piss me off big time. it seems like bad things really do come in pairs. but this is really big. argh!

but i seriously hope those bad ppl (one esp) will get what they (that one person) deserve. cos it's totally unfair to the rest.

lalalalala~

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the time for exams has arrived AGAIN. whooops. hahahaha. it's really one more month left la but lol. IT'S SO FAST!!! time has sped by like a bullet train and ohwells, happy times, bad times i've been through them all. im just glad i had my friends and boyf to help me through (; my family as well of cos.. though they werent really in the know of what's going on. but nobody really knew so.... yea...

ahhhhhhhh the time to mug has come~ :D for some reason, im extraordinarily happy today. hehheh.

things havent been going well lately. so many things that i'm aware of around me. so many things i want to say. but i know that i can trust no one. not even the people who are with me every single day. i cant trust them. trust no one. i've never felt so alone before. but i know that this will make me strong. and i will not tell anyone what im feeling now. no one. because they wont care. and there's no use anyway. whoever i tell, they will brush it off. so nah, it's alright. i'll survive. valeo!