last night, i had a dream... i dreamt that i was getting married.
in a beautiful gown that made me glow and made me beautiful, i walked towards the doors. i had a double door entrance. the aisle was long and quite endless. i just kept walking. with many familiar faces smiling up at me. i walked and walked. finally, i could see the pastor and the wedding party. i looked for my supposed husband. to my horror, you were the one. what was even worse, when the pastor started his sermon, i couldnt speak. i couldnt object. when he asked if i was willing to be with this man for the rest of my life, to stand by him, support him, in illness or in health, i could not say no. i had to say " I do. "
and when the ring was put onto my finger, i could do nothing but squeeze my eyes tight. you looked at me with a triumphant grin and gave me a hug and a kiss.
really, horror of the horrors..
