things havent been going well lately. so many things that i'm aware of around me. so many things i want to say. but i know that i can trust no one. not even the people who are with me every single day. i cant trust them. trust no one. i've never felt so alone before. but i know that this will make me strong. and i will not tell anyone what im feeling now. no one. because they wont care. and there's no use anyway. whoever i tell, they will brush it off. so nah, it's alright. i'll survive. valeo!